We'll Be Fine

alright seriously I don’t appreciate my feelings being thrown to the side so that you may have your first pick in everything. im so non confrontational, it’s actually embarrassing.

I can’t stop thinking about time, and it freaks me out. Time goes by so quickly, you never know how much time you have left with the people around you. Life will pass you by in the blink of an eye if you don’t take notice of everything around you. Someone told me that they would love to relive high school over and over again, and right now I would have to agree with them. I don’t ever wanna have to be responsible for my own life, I want to be free to do as I please without any consequences, so the idea of being an adult is strangely frightening right now. What I don’t understand about time is how people choose to use it. I guess everyone has someone they’d rather be spending time with, even when you feel like you wouldn’t want to spend your time with anyone but that one person. I just wish I got the time of day from you. I can sit back while guys text me “all cute” but it just serves as a poor distraction from boredom. I haven’t felt quite as alive as I did in the winter for two months now and I’d like to change that but I feel like I don’t have anyone I’m dying to spend time with anymore and that kind of makes me a little bit sad. I just could use a little excitement again.

eeeepers jeeeeepers for some reason this bothers me

is glee, and as sad as that may sound, their rendition of meatloaf’s paradise by the dashboard light has just confirmed why everyone should watch it! I have no shame.